Missing

Miss our dear teacher, Marrisa. Ture love. i know people see this would be like, come on, bird, you never miss teacher, dont be fake like that. however i miss her, because i want to pass this level, so hopefully she likes me and passes me, i know that seems a impossible massion to her. because i was such a " GOOD" student in the class, i speak, answer the question, make fun with all the class, pick up the people and joke with them. but i really do my job this sememster, so please, God, help me to pass this level. i will pray to you every single second until my dear teacher passed me. haha

Reality

i didnt blog for a while, i face to reality tonight with someone who lives in china.reality is the fact that evryone has to face it.In front of the reality,everything seems broke easily and be nothing,espcially the marriage. topic of this week in class is marriage,and i personally dont wanna get married.however,i feel like i'm the kind of person who is gonna be married after first sight at someone.But when i face to reality, i have no brave to get married,casue that such a sweet dream as fairy tale of love which means that is NOT real.

Brother

Today,March/29, i will never forget this date, because my brother is going to Iraq to protect this country.He isn't my blood brother,but i already look at him as my brother from same mother.This blog isn't just a piece of homework to me,it's the feeling between my brother and I.

From the news,100 soldiers are dead in Iraq last month,that means last night was our last time to see each other by any chances.i dont want to face to that fact,but i have to.i never tell you about this feeling to you.

I still remember the first time we met each other,i asked you for one cigarette,but my english wasn't good,horrible accent, you misunderstood me to ask you a "secret". i still remember your confused face,but you didn't look me down as other native speakers.that was our first time and that was 4 years ago.

I still remember we got fight in Flushing.i didnt even know why we got involved,but we fight against with 6 people,we stood up and didnt fear of any gangsters.we won,even they broke my ribs and you got stabbed.however we still took'em down on the floor.that was the first time we fight together. that was 2006.

I still remember we went to clubbing in the city. you used my ID and past by bouncers.we were laughing at bouncers are blind,but actually,they past you because my handsome picture.we got mad girls in the club,be a couple of flirt,i'm cuter.from now on,i dont have wing man anymore.that was couple of years ago.

I still remember we got into a big car accident together and u were next to me.my hearts still hurts from my BMW 5 series. i went to 120 mph and you didnt stop me. after i crashed my car, you were like,dude you just massed up your BMW and i was like, yeah, you ok? then you realized your ribs and elbows were hurts. and my right arm was numb for half an hour.that was last year.

i still remember the first time we hang out, i still remember we got girfriends as the same time, i still remember we had fight in the city club, i still remember we cut school together, i still remember you live in my house when you got kicked out by your mother, i still remember we went on vacation together, i still remember.....i still remember everything between us and will never forget, because that is already in my brain as tattoo.

2009, you are going to Iraq, you are gonna leave your family, your friends and your brother.i dont have any religions and i dont trust God, but at this moment, God bless him,please. i'm waiting for u come back and got drunk together. be safe, my man, God bless you,my brother.

Title

i dont know what word should i write on title. didnt blog for long time, new teacher came thru, but she isnt new to me. Now im just listening old songz of 2008, cause i dont know why i cant use my webside that i usually download music. i didnt download new songs for a while, there is a couple of new songs dat i think its mad good. slow and relax. anybody who's ineresting in songs by ne-yo, go listen the new song which name is called " be on you" ," it's you" and " empty frames", and i personally like" empty frames" if u guys read lyrics, its mad nice and mad emotional, makes you memorize what love that u have had. done of a blog, one ~1~

Am i Drunk?

its 4 clock in the early monring of saturday and i jus got back home from the city.i dont even know im tipsey or drunk right now cause im just watchin the computer screen and my hands keep moving on keybored.OH,MAN. this is too good, i mean this feeling makes you dont think of anything whether is bad or good. all i feel right now is flying around, i mean my own world is spinning around.im pretty sure that i didnt even drink that much. what did i drink? i dont even remember. all i heard just from my friends like Dont be a light wight gril, man or Come on, bird..lets drink shots by shots.and i dont even remember how did i get back to my own apartment, and this is kinda weird that who took my keys to opened the door for me? definitely not myself.but whatever. all i need to do just enjoy this feeling. Am i Drunk now? who knows? i mean i dont know.haha

PS. the drinks in city clubs are really expensive, casue i dont even know i spend almost 300 bucks for shots by shots, and my other friends jus called me like they spend more than i did

PPS: i love flying around in my own world now, that makes me feel like im a real bird.

PPPS: what i gonna say? Long Live Alcoholic

PPPPS: haha. too much ps now. but i jus smoked like less than 10 cigraettes..i lie. ok. a pack! DAMN.

What Happened

I was sick and didnt go out during the vacation.Yesterday was the first day of school.Today is the second day of school. i personally like school and like to study.i think im gonna quit smoking.Also i won't drink that much.tomorrow is going to be a nice day i hope,but i wish Friday is definitely a nice day because i'm going to clubbin with my friends.OK. done of a blog.

So Sick

i cant believe my fever is up to 102.74,i am coughing like crazy. my body fells burnning up. i dont even know can i go to school tomorrow. and i live by myself now, nobody is with me,DAMN. i have to cook wit high fever.i feel dizzy now, my eyes are red, cant see clearly..i dont want to call my parents,casue they kicked me out, i dont want to call them for evrything,i think im going to flushing to see my family doctor by myself if anything goes to crazy...done of a blog..go sleep, peace.

Weekend

First of all i feel the past weekend was mad short.Friday night i stayed outside 'till 1:15ish. that was so cold, but i gotta do the guestlist.however i had fun, just a little bit tho. Saturday night i was out with my friends in flushing,that was just chillen and drank,Sunday i went out with my parents,they took me out for dinner.past weekend was nice.i like it.

Party all day and night

oh,baby,it's friday tomorrow.im about go over to the city and clubbin' all weekend.chill and relax with my friends. drink all the day and party all the night.i didn't promote for a while.I used to be a promoter for some asian nightlifes. basiclly what i do,is that send event applications to my friends on Facebook,then collect how many friends will be there for the party,next is that earn the money from the manger of party.people who go to party for me or on my guestlist, i get $10 each person, so back then day, i could get $500 minimum per a week, plus i had free drinks or special open bar for promoters,that was good time.however, tomorrow nite im gonna be the person who check out the guestlist which means im gonna stay outside 'till 1:30 or maybe 2.its ok, im gonna get more money from that.ha~ yeah, baby, ladies, be ready for #1 hustler holla at you.

Pull Over by Doggy

First day of this week,seems unlucky, never got pull over by cops before,well,i lie, one time only,that is because i had a gun in my car.however i never got pull over by overspeed that kinda stupid reason.alright,this is what happened.i got on my car and my mom called me as same time.she wanted me to go back ASAP,cause we gotta a lot things to do this afternoon,and then, i just drove past the Old Country Road, ha~ a D.T. just chaced me back and flashed red and blue lights, i thought ME? why the heck 5Os show up behind me? of course im not scare of POPOs,but i dont wanna see them ever in my entire of life,by the way.sunddenly i realized, DAMN,that IS coming to me. i pulled over my car, and that police officer was such a fat-butt piggy to pop out his car.he came to me, nothing he said, but licence,registion,insurnce.WAIT, are u kiddin me? FOR WHAT? answer is i went to 58 of 30,SO? im a pro, i didnt screw over any cars.seriously i wanna punch his face all the time while he was talkin to me, but i still showed my respect,cause i didnt wanna waste my time to deal with a cop,he was doubt my licence is real or fake?what a dumb undercover i never ever seen in my life,DUDE, do u have a scanner? go check it out by yourself..well, he went back to his car, soon later, came back,gave me a ticket,and told me to follow the directions on that ticket, and drove away. i was like, ya know what? i dont care, i went to 100/50 later i was on L.I.E.
Now,im setting down and thinking of what happened at all? the main reason i got pull over, cause i cut him off while im driving...but, WHAT EVER!!!
PS: saturday night i drank with my dawgs in flushing, he asked me, do u wanna b a cop? i was like, maybe, i will think about it. but now........MR. DOGGY, get outta ma life ever and ever.

Back In Da Hood

kinda boring, check out mad student's blogs and realize that our teacher is mad funny, love her comments. dont know what i saying, just feel like taking no sense now,ha~. First, holla to my boys in chinatown, i will be back in the hood tomorrow night, being a flirt and a hustler to my city ladies, babies, guess what? I'm back now,ha~.Brooklyn, BK,Ayo,what is poppin? never forget my blocks and my blacks,dont worry,homiez,gonna hit you dudez up soon, baby O bk, i know you've been waiting for me to holla back like O.D. long, i will fly back to ya like superman now,ha~. last one, y'all already know, Flushing, whats good, B? miss the hometown N miss all my asian Gees,wish ya guys didnt screw over anything before im back, but ya know what? daddy is back, lets go buggin out now,ha~. wish it's gonna be beautiful day tomorrow,dont fear of me like da emo AJ, yeah! A-town, Peace, ONE~1~

PS: Frank is really good flrit in the movie, but cuter player is here, check it out.ha~

Fire Music

Almost 12am now.i should be sleeping now, but dont feel tired yet. Maybe is from the stress by the court today.So decided to download couple of songs, but dont know who crack new songs out. T.I, one of my favorite rapper. Nice, get a new songs feat Akon and name called" Hero", strong partner,excited beat, feel passion in it.As the same time, suddenly realize that i didnt hear any new songs from soulja boy. still remember the time of crank that came out with new dance by soulja boy, all of my boys studied that dance and was buggin out in the club. FIRE~, get a new song by soulja boy which name called Kiss Me thru the Phone. However, Lil'wayne, never forget weezy's voice nd songs, he is my #1 hustler no matter what. Last thing was that i realized to go shopping, need new shoes,hoods and tees for spring and summer.Yes,sir, done of a blog, Im gonna keep buggin out in my new songs.Peace ~1~

Happy Chinese New Year

jus woke up by phone rings and no doubt that is for chinese new year.

homies in china are celebrating now.

i just wanna say something to my frineds in china.

cause i miss'em since i was on plane to left china that moment.

homies,i miss you all the day, i love you all the night.

cause i miss a lot things we've been through,

i miss a lot troubles we got into,

i miss a lot happy parties we've threw,

memory as tattoo,

always in my brain to review

wish i have firecrackers to play,

be with my brothers all night and day,

no pressure and stress need to allay,

a lot stuffs we dont even pay,

different houses to stay,

i'm always on ma way.

but when i turn my head to left,

i dont see anybody by my side,

then i turn around to right,

still nobody in sight,

feel lonely feel sad,

old me is dead,

where is my new me at?

no matter what kinds of life you have,

doesn' t matter good or bad,

jus be happy all the time whether be with me or without me.

happy chinese new year to all my dude nd princess in china !

First One

Hello,guys,how are you? I'm fine and my name is bird.This is my nickname.The reason why i give out this name,because i couldn't think any names when I came here at the beginning.I'm such a bored guy who doesn't have life which means I stay home a lot. No drinking and smoking for me,because that is really bad for the health.My english is not good, so please help me if i need your help. Thank you.